misssunshine78

When he told me he hated funerals it reminded me of his heart and how I could smell rotting in his chest long after he’s left me alone in my bed wondering do I even matter to him. Because he says I do when he calls me shorty and kisses my head, but he says the same thing to Tiffany, and Erica, and Brianna, and Ashley…and Tiana. But he says I am special that for the first time he can be him. That when we are together the streets don’t call him like a prison sentence. When we are together he doesn’t have to fit the black man’s narrative. We can geek out about the new Suicide Squad movie and Deadpool and how good Th

You’re not in love with me, not really, you just love the way I always made you feel. Like you were the center of my world. Like you were an angel from above. Because you were. I would have done anything for you. I would have fought for you, I would have died for you . I'd give you my heart if I hadn't already. I would have given you my time, because seeing you for 15 hours a day just isn't  enough, I could've been with you every day for a year and it still wouldn't be enough. I wanted to immerse myself in you. I wanted to know every minute detail, every quirk, and every tick. I wanted to find all the little imperfection that made you

It’s happening again. I’m alone but I don’t want to be, the last thing I need is to be on my own. I miss the attention, the warmth, the love. I crave to have it back. It’s been hard to find since they split up. I haven’t seen her in 6 years. For all I know she could be dead in a ditch somewhere, and I could care less. It may seem harsh to think of my own mother in such a manor, but she stopped being that to me once she walked out that door. I tried for eight horrific months to get in contact with her, and I got no reply. My relationship with my father wasn’t much better. I watched him drown himself in self

She fell down upon the ground yesterday. Sh knows she can't handle this anymore. The emotions are eating her apart. Every single time she sees your face it tears her insides out. She fell upon the ground yesterday. And no one was there to help her up.

Mui POV At Mui house at night We all walked into my house. Fang, Valentine and I were ready for tonight. Even though we always have fun and party all day we seem to come to my house in the end, maybe 'cause my house was big and lived a parent free life. I walked upstairs with everyone following behind me to our separate way; Valentine comes all the time to hang out that I just gave her and Crimson a room. Hey, I had space why not give my to Best friends a room. "Anyone hungry?" I asked. "yeah make some food woman," Fang spoke and a soft "sure" in the background was heard. So I went back down stairs made a small dinner then went back upsta

The blood of my past lovers cover the walls. The pain I caused them still fresh on the walls.The sounds of crying ecoing throw the room.And me sitting in the middle of it.Me and my new lover sharing a passionate kiss on my bed. My hand creeps up to my pillow pulling out a knife.In one swift movment i slit his throat.His hot blood soon covers his side of the bed.His pain, his death, make me feel amazing. Losts souls make me stronger.But make me want more.An unstoppable wanting to kill is born.